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Some people believe in signs. An accident happens and my mom will say, be careful, bad times might be around in your fate. Well, even if they are around what can one do? And right now too many things seems to be going wrong in my life. Way too many things falling apart, on professional and personal front. Screwed up professional life for last couple of years, no stability in current job, going through borderline depression that I don’t want to recognize, car accident causing financial loss, fighting with utilities authorities where I am potentially having to pay couple of lakhs, and going through an intense emotional trauma.
I feel so alone at times at fighting fate.
an uncertain period of awaiting a decision or resolution; an intermediate state or condition.synonyms: in abeyance, unattended to, unfinished, incomplete;
She gigled as she showed him the new toy. He saw a new happiness in her voice as she spoke about it freverently. He saw the toy he had given to her some years back, lying on the floor, dusty, ragged, without it’s original shine. He remembered how excited she was when he had given it to her.
His thoughts were broken by her excited voice, can I keep it? she asked. He looked at her smiling and said, Of course. He heard her gigling obliviously not noticing him walking away from her. He picked up the the old toy and threw it in the dustbin as he walked out.
Reading my old blog posts and smiling. Posts written in a different context seem to be so relevant and reflecting my emotions today. And it doesn’t look like I ever recovered even after so many years.
Funny sense of Deja Vu…..